A little rain inside me, a little pain inside me. A little dose of mellowness to compromise the life, in a precise amount.

-Self-Quote-

Sunday, October 31, 2010

The Wet like The Tears But Never Warm


You've come and gone like a rhythm of the rain.
You've spoken and silenced like the rhyme in the rhythm. 

I've celebrated you in the dances and the songs.
the tap, the hum, the clap. 
I've tried to catch you within my two palms.
I have wanted you to stay and say. 

But eventually, you're just the rain. 


Monday, October 25, 2010

The Love Does Stay

 
 
I am not in a hurry. You shouldn't be too.
Let's take every step by every step. 
Do you know that every big move is started with a small baby step?
So I'd just be patient, and careful. 
I've spent my 25 years without you, so I won't mind waiting a little longer.
Love doesn't grow just in a day, a night. It needs time. 
I need time. We, need time.
 
Why don't we walk together, hand in hand? 
Hopefully, the road will be a little more cheerful, a little less lonely. 
Sooner or later, we'd reach the destination. 
What say you? 

You know, I'm smiling, thinking about the endless possibilities with you. 
I'm scared, but I am learning to be brave. Brave enough to trust my heart in your hand, that you will treat it carefully that you won't break it. 
I'm smiling, to the fact that you bring me happiness by just small acts. 

So, let's take time. Let's enjoy everything like we have endless tomorrow. 
See you tomorrow. :)

Sunday, October 17, 2010

The Broken Window

 
 
I am done with you.
I am through. I have carried around this hatred, this pain, this regret with me for so long. 
I don't wanna be like this. You're just the biggest mistake I have ever made. You're not worth any single of my emotion. You're not worth even my goodbye. 

So, this is it. 
You're non-existing to me from this moment on.

Talk to you never,
Ed.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

The Umbrella Doesn't Shelter Your Heart

 
You know, the rain has finally stopped. The sky above us is finally clear again. The smell of the soil; ugh, I just want to bottle it and put it beside my window, so whenever the wind passes by, I can remember again what the sweet longing tastes like. 

Yes, the rain has finally stopped. It's time to close the umbrella, to celebrate the puddle in your yard, and to take a really depth breath. It might not always be a rainbow waiting, still it promises some kind of freedom. 
 
So I believe that there will also be a day, when the rain in my heart will also stop.. 

Monday, October 4, 2010

The End of an Era

Am I such a big fragile coward if I told you I just want you to be there whenever I turn my head around?
That I want you to be there, be scared with me, be happy with me, and everything?

Am I such a foolish childish stupid guy if I told you that I just want you to say that you'd still be there inspite? 
That you'd still love me even when I am being dark and twisty, and that we'd survive whatever it is?

Am I such a lousy dreamer if I told you that I want to stay for better and for worse?