A little rain inside me, a little pain inside me. A little dose of mellowness to compromise the life, in a precise amount.

-Self-Quote-

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Dear Someone




Yesterday, I texted him:
Dear sky, please tell him that I miss him a lot. Let him have a nice and safe flight, always. Please tell him that I am fine here..


And he replied this..
Dear Earth, there's someone special named Ed. Please keep him safe and let him be in the right way. Because I am travelling for Europe and South Africa, so far away from him... I trust you to take care of him....


He always knows how to bring my smile back. He always know how to make me burst in tears. He always understands me the way I am. And I always miss him. Though he's very far away, I haven't felt any burden at all. I am not feeling too melancholic. Nor feeling guilty for not being by his side. I miss him, but in a way that the longing itself is not torturing me, nor giving me anxiety. Knowing he's safe and sound, that's really enough. Funny, I have never felt this way before, with any man.

He never promises me anything. He never said anything too romantic, too sweet. He never said that he loved me, nor he wanted to be with me. And I never said so too. Wishing him well, healthy, and happy, I think it's all more than enough. We enjoy our chat, our moment together, and even sometimes he would call me. Just hearing his voice, bring me back to my own spirit and hope, that everything would going to be nice and fine. That I am fine. I am so fine.


4 punches:

Li Xi Da said...

Weh, judulnya mirip sama postingan gw beberapa waktu yang lalu... Wkwkwkwkwkwkwk...

Tapi isinya jauh beda....

Anonymous said...

OMG that's so sweet. i hope i can find someone to love me like you.

lucky said...

Selamat yah, jadi ini toh yang bikin loe lama ga ngeblog???

Reis's said...

@Li Xi Da, really? didnt notice. hehe. jadi inget filmnya john cusack ama kate beckinsale..

@Anonymous, you will. :-)

@lucky, ahahhaha.. kenapa ya kalo liat komentar loe gw selalu langsung siaga satu?