Day 6
I got to meet him. He's nice. And I remembered that old feeling where I wanted to lay my head on someone's shoulder. And forget the world... So I smiled, with an awkward smile.
Day 7
Found Ayu Utami's new novel. Great reading ahead.
He called me to say that he couldnt make it tonight.
Day 8
It's kinda hard to be happy when your someone doesnt call you or reply your text.
It's kinda hard to smile when it is silent goodbye all over again.
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someone was singing 'i will always love you' this afternoon.
it pained me to learn that i had silently wished that it had been you.
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this evening i jumped to the water.
there was nobody in the pool.
and for once, i felt liberated.
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perhaps that single feeling was the happiness, all along. . .
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