365 Happiness- Day2 and Day 3

It was a hard time: Monday morning with stormy weather. I felt like I just wanted to curl up beneath my sheet, hugged my pillow as tight as I could, but eventually I managed to get up. I hit the gym again in the afternoon, just before the lunch time, and I was surprised that I felt much alive in the evening. And by the end of the day, I was just happy that the day was finally over. 

Back at my room, I caught up with Friends With Benefits, and that night I managed to get down to eps 8. It was a blast. I had a great time enjoying Ben and Sara's chemistry, but to be honest, I myself would go for a guy like Aaron. FYI, Aaron was like a super-rich nerd in the series - damn. I was too blatantly nerd. 

Then Tuesday morning, it was again raining. But this time I managed to catch a ride with a fellow colleague to the office. Not a bad start. Just a few minutes settling in, I found out that one of my orders at online shop has just arrived. Big YEAY! 

On the other hand, on a more office-related matter, I also found out that my training plan has been approved. It means only one thing, folks, and that is none other than break from the office without taking leave! Yeah I know I am not exactly the role-model employee, but what can I do? 

Stay tune. More happiness to go. :) 

365 Happiness- Day1

i stumbled upon this one nice guy from his comment here on my blog. i of course went to check out his wordpress, and there i found this happiness project. so he kinda composed 365 posts describing why he's happy in each single day. 365 posts. a whole year, brothers. that is a lot of happiness and consistency, isnt it?

 

i found the project interesting.and nice. and i figured that i could use some happiness and blessing in my life. to stay positive and optimistic. they say that a smile a day could make you younger. *hey if you read this post, and you dont mind, i could put a link here to your wordpress..just tell me.* 

so, here's my very first happiness today i'd like to share: i picked up Friends with Benefit series today, it's a comedy revolving around two friends having casual sex. it's funny and only run for 20 minutes. currently i am down to eps 3. 

then this evening i started to pick up exercise again. i put a halt to the routine about 3 months or so ago, arguing to myself that i was too tired to hit the gym - with the workload and insomniac night, i was cranky. it's called justification, people, and a really bad one, to think about it again. anyway, it felt good, running around and seeing people - some cute guys of course- and it was concluded with a nice dinner - i know, i am a cheater lol.

ps. disclaimer. trying to be happy doesn't mean there's not gonna be yellow mellow stuff at all. :)

the fallen song

don't you remember the reason you loved me? 

i keep finding you in every songs i try to sing. every rhythm I try to hum, thinking so inconsolably that perhaps every melody, every lyrics right there could bring me closer to you..

when will i see you again? 

i keep finding you in the crowd. in the couples who hold each other hand when they cross the street. i keep finding you in the dark, nowhere but missing. nowhere but far away, somewhere.

i often think about where i would roam; more i do, the less i know.

i keep thinking that every move i make, every step i take, somehow, would bring me closer to you. but the more i roam, the more i know that perhaps you've never left me. you've just gone so far, so deep inside my heart that it hurts.. 

have you completely erased me from your memory? 

i lie awake at nights.trying to remember what it feels like to have the sun shine on my face, trying to remember what it's like to have you staring at me so deep that my soul's burning. i lie awake at nights. trying to forget what it feels like to escape from the eternity we once talked about.. 

But don't you remember? 

I am here. I am always here.

*heavily inspired by Adele's don't you remember.. she's amazing.

*images source from: jojosbookcorner.com