The Last Kiss

''It was a Thursday morning. You were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth T-shirt you look so good in. The one with the hole in the back of the neck. You had just washed your hair, and you smelled like some kind of flower. I was running late for surgery, and you said you were going to see me later. Then you leaned to me, and you put your hand to my chest, and you kissed me. Soft. It was quick, kind of like a habit. Like we'd do it every day for the rest of our lives. You went back to reading the newspaper, and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.'' - Derek Shepherd to Meredith Grey

I woke up one morning,

and I realised that I didn't remember our last kiss. 

Was it avocado,my favorite fruit?

Was it tobacco, your favorite smell?

Was it rain, like so many farewells?

The Stranger in Us

There are a thousand different ways for you to choose to make it up. 

But in the end you just said that it's me who pushed you away. 

So let me tell you this: I might be stubborn and arrogant brat who knows nothing,

who has his own countless faults,

who probably don't get to make it all about me once in a while,

but I didn't push you away.  

I know it's not easy being with me.

I know you're not the walking wikipedia who knows it all.

Yet the fact that you don't know me at all,

have me question about everything that we've been through: where were you the whole time? 

The Fairy-Tale

There's a happiness, hiding behind every tears you drop, waiting to come true.

All you need to do, 

is have some faith...  

The End

 

The vocalist was begging his someone not to let him drown, not let him down. 

He did that repeatedly, because that's the only way he knew he could go on living,

for there's no way to get that someone out of his lonely mind. 

That perhaps he's already walked down the path to the very end and he's stuck and he's got nowhere else to go. 

He's suffering.

I am too, for in a way or two,his song sang to me.

About how I am feeling about you.  .

*Song was taken from Secondhand Serenade's END..

The Thorn in Every Roses

For every minutes you spend with me,

I could be the 10,000 reasons for you to hate me,

to not love me, to walk away,

to give up on me, to not care. 

For every seconds that I want to spend with you,

there's nothing else I want

but for you to stay true,

despite the thorn and the pain and the questions..  

The Sky and the Earth in You

 

 

Do you know that the sky has your smile?

Or that the sun in the morning is only perfect upon shining on your face?

 

Do you know that the earth has your warmth?

Or that the shelter in your chest is just the only place I rest all my dreams?

 

Do you know... ?

The Tears

 

Even the wave was shouting out your name... 

I cried my eyes dry for you, 

but do you 

even bother

to listen?