A little rain inside me, a little pain inside me. A little dose of mellowness to compromise the life, in a precise amount.

-Self-Quote-

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Escape




d
ubai, cairo, israel

bangkok, paris, turkey..


what's the meaning..

if they're all without you?

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

ONS #5

this gorgeous hunk was obtained here.


He was a paramedic. A paramedic who asked me to do something naughty with him. A naughty and hot paramedic who invited me to his dorm. An unfaithful paramedic who apparently, had a girlfriend. Wait. If you have a girlfriend, and you still sleep around with some boys, is it considered as cheating? You tell me.

I always had a thing with medical profession. From a paramedic to a medical doctor, to a pediatrician (who is labeled as 'half a doctor' at Private Practice), and to some extent, to a vet. And that night was not an exception. Although so, I let him make a move first. He turned on the computer, played some instrumental music. He turned off the light, so the screen saver from the computer created some romantic atmosphere. Suddenly, I got jealous with the girl whose pictures he kept. The lucky damned girl.

He hugged me. Very tight. But I knew deep down inside, it was not me that he was thinking. I didn't mind. This was meant to be nothing... He had a talented tongue. I had my quickest orgasm. *LOL*

I didn't stay the night, though he wanted me to. I guessed he took that as a sign that I was not interested. Yes, despite the paramedic thing, I was not interested, mainly because he had a girlfriend already. I didn't want to be a third party, and I would never want to be one.

Monday, February 2, 2009

ONS #4




I had no plan that night, on meeting anybody. There was no date. No anything in particular. I went to a internet cafe near my dorm (at the moment, there was no internet connection in my dorm), browsing for some material to support my report on one particular subject (can't quite remember what it was). 



As usual, though I don't do it anymore now, I went online at mIRC. So yesterday, right. Anyway, there I was, sitting in front of my computer, chatted with this stranger. He was 23 and 180 cm-height, a combination so rare to me. He requested to meet and it didn't take me forever to figure it out that he was in the same internet cafe. 


Despite the dreadful coincidence, we met outside. The devil inside me told me that, there was this myth that tall people usually has big dic*. Mine is not that big, FYI, so I was very curious to test the myth *Myth Buster mode on*. 


This guy was far from a shy one. it didn't took him long enough to undress me. He then started to undress himself, and there he stood with his naked body and a hard thingy. And I knew I was right; a tall person doesnt always have a big dic*. 


Right after the steamy session, he proposed me to be his boyfriend. I lied there, still naked, and silenced. What was I supposed to say? Nobody got interested in me that fast. Or was it because he knew I was still a virgin and he's so excited to devirginize (does this word exist?) me? I didn't know.

Although I visited him quite sometime after, there was no commitment. We parted a few months later, and at the Chinese New Year Eve, I met him. He greeted me, but I was not in quite the place to talk.